1st Move: Attempt at being more interested...in myself..
...so, this is the plan..i've moved back to my home state *YAY!* and with that comes the exploration of all things new and unknown to me...at least from the last time i was there...which was about a month ago...but y'all know how quickly they construct shyt nowadays....
with this new move, i'm attempting to adopt a new attitude....and pick up on things that i sort've left behind...the first two endeavors being 1. to learn how to create a fabulous mosaic table for my balcony and 2. to take a weekend getaway by myself.
the first is somewhat easy...looking into the county's arts and crafts classes offered by parks and recreations...the few classes that i took prior to peeping out this one were pretty cool..interesting...from learning the crafts to speaking with the women who were present within them which were mainly older white women who were trying to keep their hands and mind occupied while their children and husbands were creating lives outside of them....so consider this a definitive work in progress..
the second...eh...having ur womyn understand that u need and want to take a haitus away from the world as u know it...on ur own for that matter...can be a daunting task...depending on the womyn and the flow of the relationship....alas, our flow is pretty fluid...so i trust that while she'll miss me and will make mention that she will at least a dozen times prior to, she'll come to understand and respect this....i dont want to have to worry about none other than myself...to feel free to roam about aimlessly in someplace unbeknowst to me...to explore on my own accord and become one with myself...to regroup...readjust...and re-evaluate.....relax, relate, release! this is my intention...so with this being said..consider this in the atmosphere....and the beginning of that beginning....starting to look into locations now...if there are any suggestions, let a susta know....
updates to come....
with this new move, i'm attempting to adopt a new attitude....and pick up on things that i sort've left behind...the first two endeavors being 1. to learn how to create a fabulous mosaic table for my balcony and 2. to take a weekend getaway by myself.
the first is somewhat easy...looking into the county's arts and crafts classes offered by parks and recreations...the few classes that i took prior to peeping out this one were pretty cool..interesting...from learning the crafts to speaking with the women who were present within them which were mainly older white women who were trying to keep their hands and mind occupied while their children and husbands were creating lives outside of them....so consider this a definitive work in progress..
the second...eh...having ur womyn understand that u need and want to take a haitus away from the world as u know it...on ur own for that matter...can be a daunting task...depending on the womyn and the flow of the relationship....alas, our flow is pretty fluid...so i trust that while she'll miss me and will make mention that she will at least a dozen times prior to, she'll come to understand and respect this....i dont want to have to worry about none other than myself...to feel free to roam about aimlessly in someplace unbeknowst to me...to explore on my own accord and become one with myself...to regroup...readjust...and re-evaluate.....relax, relate, release! this is my intention...so with this being said..consider this in the atmosphere....and the beginning of that beginning....starting to look into locations now...if there are any suggestions, let a susta know....
updates to come....
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Good luck on your search and let us know how everything turns out. I am in the same boat...looking for the chance to rediscover me. Being able to get away with only me as the focus which is something that I've never done. It is something I'm looking forward to as I am looking for an interesting place with serenity and african-american friendly/safe.
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